i may seem to be ignoring you,
but actually i'm not.
it hurts me to see it go on like that.
im sorry,
truly sorry.
i sort of ignored you today,
replied your sms-es very late,
but i cant help it can i?
i was busy.
im really sorry if you felt neglected,
cause i think i did neglect you.
how can you just ask me to forget it?
you think its so simple?
do you know that both of us will feel hurt?
you may give up easily,
but i wont.
it took me a long time to chose,
between you and her.
and now that i've given her up,
you're asking me to forget you?
no way i will not give you up.
cause i like you,
i really do.
maybe words cant express how i feel,
cause i'm not someone who goes to you,
and tell you straight in the face,
that i like you alot.
but you know that i do, i've written before.
and you cant ignore the fact.
you also told me you like me,
and are you giving up like that?
you said you care about me,
and would be there for me.
you said your feelings did not matter,
cause you care too much and want me to be happy.
but think, if you ask me to forget it,
would i be happy?
i know i'm direct,
but its all from my heart.
i'm sorry for ignoring you okay?
i'm really very busy lately,
and i couldnt find time to talk to you on the phone,
even though you wanted me to.
i'm really sorry.
dont feel hurt okay?
i know this question might sound ridiculous,
cause you will definitely feel hurt.
but its the best i can say to comfort you.
i just want to say,
im sorry.
really sorry.
*the sight of you cheers me up-
♥Bid Farewell
