cleared everything under my desk. ALOT of rubbish. lol. trng at hougang today. waited 45 minutes for a taxi can! we were carrying lots of files and books so decided to cab to hougang. mr wong left halfway. played quite alot of games. pt was ok la sprinting 10 sets to and fro. I HATE MY SHIN.
took cab with sophie home today cause i was rushing for my tuition lesson. then when i reached home the teacher called and say she couldnt make it. like what the hell la. got back report slip today. no comments.
face it.
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softball for pe was fun. but there were so few of us though, about 20 only. i was batting, and jasmine caught the ball in the air with her RIGHT HAND. she wasnt wearing a glove on that hand so it must have hurt LOTS. lol. lessons were a total bore. isabella, joanni and i went to buy 15 dollars worth of chips for miss ee's farewell party. this is her last week here, so sad. took alot of photos there wasnt any lessons today:) tried the drums with jialing i think we were a nuisance it was quite noisy. haha.
took bus with jy and jl. LAST DAY OF SCHOOL TMR:) got trng tmr. wonder what it'll be like.
trying to cheer up.
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so many people did not come today. the class was unusually quiet. training today. did defence against jingying and weihui 15 minutes. that was the quite fun part, although i realised my defence deproved, ALOT. guess i'm not in form. then 3 ppl in a group, play 2 table tennis points. loser stay. it was INTERESTING haha.
dropped jy and jazz at some bus stop then ate a quick dinner before heading to parkway for my violin lesson. my teacher was in a super good mood la we were laughing like crazy. cant remember what we laughed at, but i think it was something dumb. lol.
if it continues to be like this, i dont think i will be able to take it anymore. i dont think i can even survive. i seriously need you. thanks for cheering me up:) really appreciate it.
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interclass singing competition was power packed can. our class had 6 ppl playing a different instrument each, it was so cool la. the singers were so funny haha but good job:)) went for physics remedial late but johara didnt seem to care. was super boring la. i was going to sleep already. then that stupid wei jia took out her shoes and socks, and put a sock beside my face for me to smell. i am sockman, but i prefer CLEAN NICE-SMELLING socks la. haha. then weijia went toilet for more than 5 minutes can. dont know what she and qing doing in the toilet. haha. watched the netballers jump hurdles from our class after remedial. they are good la. haha. super strong legs.
english period so suey. surayah remembered that our group have not presented yet. all of us changed our roles last minute. the worst was i did not know the story line at all. so i end up being the daddy. it was so impromptu cause none of us were prepared at all.
took bus with qing she was kind enough to wait until bus 76 arrive haha. had a quick lunch. FISH AND CHIPS:)) then had piano lesson. AURAL IS FUN!! haha. i was trying to sing the bass notes but couldnt reach. it was too LOW. so weird la haha.
harde atth uyo ear tiwh emensoo. ixn uis el.
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3e8 WON THE NETBALL INTER-CLASS COMPETITION!!!
finally the netball inter-class competition is over and we won first place! so happy haha. it was quite fun playing in the rain. well done to all those who played today, and thanks to the ppl who came down to support us:) the final game was a close fight. we won 3-2. went back to the hall after that to take our stuff then waited at caltex for my dad with jy. got physics remedial tmr:(
3e8 WHOOSH:))
are we sort of closer now? i hope so:)
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realised the jy's new phone is exactly the same as mine. so coincidental we bought it on the same day, same model. lol.
mr wong talking to jy now i know she is super tense now haha. and jy has gone to eat her dinner to distress can haha take your time la. had lunch at pizza hut ate baked royal pasta its yummy haha super cheesy. my mum tried it and went 'yuck' haha. then i followed my mum to ntuc to get food for dinner. went back home and alethea went swimming. was too lazy so i stoned at the computer instead, alone in the house. i was bored to death. wanted to play basketball downstairs but it was booked already sad case.
netball interclass tmr. with 3e9 cant wait lol.
which day will it be when you finally have the guts to speak to me, face to face? i hope i wont have to wait that long.
tlola ouy ekli yllaer i
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just got back. went out the whole day damn tired now so this shall be a short post. went yoshinoya for dinner then bought some stuff. I GOT A NEW PHONE!! haha lol. the whole house is in darkness now. it figures cause everyone is sleeping now, except for me, that is. Lol. i said it will be a short one so i shall end here.
finally everything is back to normal again:)) got a shock when i saw your msg heh.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING YING!
jy's birthday today but so sad got training haha. did footwork, multi, drills, then played games. played with sir's son he improved alot can i lost 4-11. jy said it was not bad though she watched me play. or maybe today her birthday so she being nice to me haha lol. did not have to do pt . played 2 sets with wei qing got 5-15, 3-15. haha so pathetic right. lol but i was so tired already when the first set ended.
there's not trng tmr:) got back english papers today i finally got an A.
i'll go with whatever you say. do not wish to hurt you furthur.
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BLUE SINTEC TMR!!
i guess things are back to normal. not totally, but sort of.
had lunch then went to play netball for a while with isabella, xin xuan, hsin yu, jasmine, jocina, yee ching and ruo yu. went for mep at 3pm. got our papers back it was lousy. luckily my practical pulled my marks up. got B3 for overall. sigh. left at 4pm for some OBS talk then went back at 5pm. did some composing worksheet and then we were dismissed.
you could turn to me if you really need help. i will always be there for you, no matter what. dont be jealous of them ok:))
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if you were in my shoes, you would know how i feel. the loneliness in me is something that you might not understand. i think its much easier giving up, and thats what i'm going to do. do you feel awkward with her around? or maybe you just prefer her to me. i give up.
trng in school and the VJ ppl came again. we did multi - it was fun seeing the doubles do exactly the same multi as us. haha mr wong said "12 shuttles. train your legs". OH NO. haha did the squatting thing i think all our legs were dying already. weihui's legs were trembling alot. but no pt la so it was ok. had games after that we were grouped into Team A and B.
Team A: Shermaine, Victoria, Rachel, Huang
Team B: Sharmaine, Jazreel, Tessa, Huixin, Liting
played one on one it was fun la cheered quite alot. played only 2 points table tennis score per person. both teams had punishment in the end cause we lost to each other once - was a draw. punishment was: 20 push-ups. haha we were so glad can i thought it was going to be tough.
partnered tessa against jaz and liting. they won though. 15-12. went to caltex to wait for my dad. dropped jy, jaz and vic at the bus stop outiside my house. ate a quick dinner and went for violin at parkway. the house's still in a big mess. haha they can contuinue to have fun unpacking. lols.
so much stuff happening now looks like only i can help myself.
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INTERCLASS NETBALL COMPETITION IS POSTPONED TO NEXT MONDAY.
had social studies the first period and our group was first to present. the video showed yee ching siting on a toiletbowl and saying "and welcome to channel news toilet" haha lols. got 17/20 not bad la. went to vivaldi room during recess to see how the ppl in interclass singing competition were doing. The song is super nice, and with the drums, electric guitar, flute, double bass, violin and piano, it was like perfect. very nice la:)
had physics remedial today i felt like sleeping during the lesson it was chao boring. went home after that met cheryl and meishan at the bus stop. both of them were arguing that alot of ppl WANT them. sounds kind of wrong ya. haha i was laughing all the way listening to their crap. 2 crazy ppl haha.
please dont leave me alone. if only we could be like before. i miss the fun times we had together. can things be like before?
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got my question that i was thinking about for many days answered. finally. and i'm glad. haha i'm not abnormal already lah haha.
had trng today and only 6 ppl came. the others went to watch string concert. the vj ppl came after their match. i wondered how they all squeezed in mr wong's car. THIRTEEN (if i didnt count wrongly) of them. woah.
did mostly multi during training it was not bad quite fun. hx didnt know how to squat haha. sophie's legs are super long can haha so jealous LOL. Vic's dad fetched me home:) the house's still in a mess with boxes everywhere. apparently we're not done with the unpacking.
i look at you and i smile, my heart beats fast.
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i may seem to be ignoring you,
but actually i'm not.
it hurts me to see it go on like that.
im sorry,
truly sorry.
i sort of ignored you today,
replied your sms-es very late,
but i cant help it can i?
i was busy.
im really sorry if you felt neglected,
cause i think i did neglect you.
how can you just ask me to forget it?
you think its so simple?
do you know that both of us will feel hurt?
you may give up easily,
but i wont.
it took me a long time to chose,
between you and her.
and now that i've given her up,
you're asking me to forget you?
no way i will not give you up.
cause i like you,
i really do.
maybe words cant express how i feel,
cause i'm not someone who goes to you,
and tell you straight in the face,
that i like you alot.
but you know that i do, i've written before.
and you cant ignore the fact.
you also told me you like me,
and are you giving up like that?
you said you care about me,
and would be there for me.
you said your feelings did not matter,
cause you care too much and want me to be happy.
but think, if you ask me to forget it,
would i be happy?
i know i'm direct,
but its all from my heart.
i'm sorry for ignoring you okay?
i'm really very busy lately,
and i couldnt find time to talk to you on the phone,
even though you wanted me to.
i'm really sorry.
dont feel hurt okay?
i know this question might sound ridiculous,
cause you will definitely feel hurt.
but its the best i can say to comfort you.
i just want to say,
im sorry.
really sorry.
*the sight of you cheers me up-
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clara's birthday today then lynnette and me gave her all sorts of kitkats haha. there was one "kitkat WINE" we were hoping that she'll be drunk haha but so little wine only lols.
softball for PE today was erm, not so good? our group - huimin, clara, steph played against weijia, wee, xx and grace. i was the last one from our group to bat. i admit my batting skills are horrible haha. i swung the bat and whacked the ball and the ball hit weijia's knee. omg. then at first she laughed i thought dint really hurt. then after that can tell she was in pain went to get ice pack for her - exactly the same one that qingyuan used yesterday. sorry hor lol so now she claims i owe her SOMETHING. lol see my mood la must xin qing hao then can haha. rest well la.
had MEP exam today lol it was ok la. INDIAN MUSIC WAS NOT TESTED!! walao. wasted my precious time learning lah lol. i think i lost alot of marks already. i thought nocturne from baroque period can wth! so instead of ticking romantic period, i ticked the baroque period.
im so glad there arent any more tests or CAs for the rest of the term haah got back physics formative and i actually passed. haha i thought i will get like 1/10? lol.
dint really talk to you today.
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played friendly with 3e2 during recess today. it was quite fun la. got back e math paper today. not that good la. had lunch at the wanton mee stall we had fun mixing all kinds of stuff in kayan's cup. too bad we dint have enough ingredients, or we would bet that if yee ching dared to drink the whole cup, we would give her 10 dollars. lol.
played netball after school today. did not go for my violin class today cause got to study for mep tmr. haiz. its like music from 5 different countries and all the things that we learnt since sec one are being tested. im going to die tmr lol.
qing twisted her ankle today. hope she would recover soon our interclass netball is next wednesday. first match against 3e9.
`you make me smile loads-
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MISS WHATEVER!!
like whatever can? ask you what you do for training you come tempt with with 100 plus haha lol lol. shall be your new nick name. I HAPPY LEHHH hahah. got back a math today and miss yeo stared hard at me when she said:
"some people never study hard enough they slack, then their results drop. But i'm not going to see their parents this is a form of punishment for them" and "there are 6 failures, but one or two not expected to fail. dont konw what happened".
okay for once i totally agree with her. WOW. lol. i'm just glad she never ask to see my mum. my amaths is dropping like anything. i'll probably get 0/100 at the end of the year. so kua zhang huh lol. but yeo just kept staring at me it was so obvious i was super disappointed with my own results my face was ------------.
went to the netball court to shoot for a while with grace, clara and dian during recess. grace is just too tall okay haha lol. i am your lifesaver can, if i dint go video world with you yesterday you'll probably be running A MILLION KILOMETRES today hahahahha. you owe me LOTS of money hahah. somehow i feel that i should charge you interest. how about 10%? lol consider hor haha.
dint go for trng today went home after school had piano. aural so fun haha and i love my exam pieces!! got physics formative test tmr i got to do well if not i'm dead. going off to eat dinner alr. MISS WHATEVER hahha!
happy:))
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went for learning journey today. quite ok la not say very boring la. went to 4 places of worship - Dragon Mountain Temple, Sultan Mosque, St Andrew's Cathedral and Sri Mariamman Temple. Had lunch break the food was not bad i love the vegetables there! haha lol. johara kept appearing out of nowhere its was freaky. then when we were having lunch, she kept pacing up and down outside the food centre.
then went back to school played bball with grace, clara, sam, YEE QING YUAN and jy. went video world to have drinks and cool down. my dad called me and said "you better come home now" so i had no choice but to leave. took bus with grace to parkway she had to buy her tumbler then i took cab home.
reached home at 8pm lucky my parents were not at home they were at Le Crescendo and they are still there now. its like so fast. 3 years have passed and we are finnaly shifting into our new house this saturday. i am so out of form wont be training this whole week i think. haiz. got trng tmr but i got piano and mep is like my first priority i dunno la confirm will get scolding from my parents if i cancel my piano lesson. my mum has already made it clear she does not want me to play next year. and i really dunno if she's going to write a letter to the school to take me out of badminton haiz. there's nothing i can do. they really want me to do well for mep. and i want to do well too.
very busy lately with lots of stuff going on been missing LOT S and LOTS of trainings not surprised if i get sacked from the team but i really have no choice now. i cant skip piano tmr or my mum will surely not let me go for trngs in future. so many things happening now.
there's lots of stuff going on right now and i really dont want it to affect my studies. We have ss presentation tmr i really hope we do well we spent so much time doing it. got to do my mep composing CA later or tmr i have not started its so screwed.
the sight of you today made me happier. i dont know why but it just did. im sorry to the team.
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you are not telling me everything either. you have been avoiding my question. but why?does it affect you THAT much? when will you make up your mind and tell me everything i want to know? ok maybe i am getting impatient with you. but i dont know why and i dont want to know. we've discussed about things before and we are closer now. and, i do like you, and i care for you too.
what am i supposed to do now? GOD knows. isnt this so depressing?
So maybe only jy understands how i feel right now. and probably lynnette and maybe cheryl. thanks for your help(((:
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13 HOURS AT QING'S HOUSE TODAY MADNESSSS
haha went to qing's house today at 9am. and i left at 10pm. OMG wad was i doing there YEE CHING must have been jealous. BUT.. yee ching was already there before i reached qing's house. WOW. haha clara came late AS USUAL SHE OVERSLEPT haha had kfc for lunch AGAIN. then we continued our SS project haha filmed yee ching in the toilet again.
then we waited till night before we filmed the scene where bali was destroyed haha we were setting the papers on the road on fire, and im sure that every person in every car that passed by stared at us thinking we must be LUNTAICS.
WHAT ARE FOUR 15-YEAR OLD GIRLS DOING CREATING A FIRE AND SETING FIRE TO NEWSPAPERS ON THE ROAD AT 9 PLUS?
lol lol haha ok it was fun burning down the buildings ok. haha. saddist lol. just came home took a bath and my hair is still wet cant go to sleep yet. argh. ss is so screwed.
i dont understand what you are trying to tell me at times. in the end, i always end up hurting you and i get hurt too. i just dont know how to express myself i am at a loss of words at times. make up your mind soon and tell me i want to know how you feel.
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met lynnette at parkway today then went to singpost had kfc for dinner. walked around and decided to go back to parkway bought LOTS OF KITKATS. one of everykind. there was this new flavour: lemon cheesecake kitkat. queued for 25 mins at the counter it was really tiring lol.
just came back from qing's house haha the first thought that came to my mind when i stepped into her house was : her house makes a good library. There were so many books can! had fun filming yee ching on the toilet bowl haha channelnewsTOILET. haha. We came up with interesting names.
SHARMAINE - Ms Sock Man
CLARA - Ms Sharp Mountain
LYNNETTE - Ms Sugarnut
YEE CHING - Ms Tao Yan
QINGYUAN - NIL -
Qing had no nick name cause she did not want any lol. watching the 2006 elections on channel 5 now nothing much the results are coming out very slowly. going to qing's house again tmr
when i heard about yesterday, i was jealous. im trying not to be but i cant help it. missing you.
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had chemistry first period today i think the mole concept is fun haha. went to the basketball court with clara during recess to ka jiao the 3e2 ppl. then we went to the other court beside the D&T block to play ball haha it was fun la played some shooting game and of course she won. she went one round and i was still at the penalty line trying hard to get the ball in. lol. she did lay-ups NON STOP. went up for physics and miss nonis came late. went to the hall during legacy period for some act show haha its was so damn funny can laughed like siao haha. the guy was just totally gay. who would have thought he was married with 2 children already?
i promised jazreel i would blog about her, so here it is.
went to jazz's class after sch then sherm and us walked back to my class. erm jazz was seducing grace in class in front of me can like wth. then jazz went mad or something i saw her waving her shoe bag above jy's head like she was trying to kill jy with her shoes. Uh, jazz, your shoes are not that powerful you know. Lol.
skipped trng today went for the cc thing. haha huimin took xinxuan's place so she was group leader. we still kept our group name as 'THE XUANS" in memory of xinxuan haha lol. dint really get wet during the water games really had lots of fun:) we're going to be DISBANDED soon. so sad haha lol.
why was it even like this in the first place? it just got worse. it was so awkward.. like we were perfect strangers. will something drastic happen anytime soon? i really hope it goes back to normal or everyone would just be hurt.
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SHARMAINE THE GREAT!!
haha thats the thing i said to alot of ppl today. i'm high on chocolates been eating alot lately i dunno why lol. erm got back physics did so badly la cant maintain the A i got for term 1. haiz. then got e maths spring test too it was okay la and so was the english summary CA. Had lunch with lynnette, raihan and cheryl and everyone was being EGOISTIC can haha. Mep today was so funny. Especially MISS SIM you should have seen what she did during lesson HAHA. she said olivia is a future rock wannababe but i seriously doubt so la huh.
HAHA i think jialing shook the asthma puff for isabella for more than 5 minutes can lol. When the puff dropped, isabella bent down with her head down face towards the floor and leaned against the table to pick it up, and i think she nearly fell on the floor if she did not sit back on her chair. haha amanda asked if she was wearing pants and her reply was "i wearing FLOWERY SHORTS " HAHAHAHA can you imagine the looks on our faces!?! heh sorry to malu you isabella but it was unintentional.
my dad dropped lynnette at parkway then we went to emperor optics to check my contact lenses. then we went home. miss yeo was funny today as usual. a natural comedian.
TO THE XUANS: see your tmr HAHA
shalll cast all my problems away and everything will be back to square one. really cheered up today thanks. i think i dont really care that much afterall. thought things through today. i have told you what i wanted to say. and your reply to me was neither positive nor neagtive. it doesnt make any difference. i look forward to tmr:))
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bad day. bad mood.
lessons were a total bore today dunno why maybe cause i wasnt in the mood at all. but i had fun during PE played softball. after school had training did agility. haha never do for how many months already. did multi and drills i think multi was fun, when we did defence. Had fun laughing with sherm cause weihui was just so funny lol.
went home then rushed to parkway for violin lesson. i dunno why but i felt so lethargic my violin teacher was asking me to pay attention throughout the whole lesson haha.
short post. cause i have no mood. but im cheered up already thanks:)
in life, there are ups and downs. maybe i dont care afterall. or should i just avoid the situaion now? maybe i hate you for what you have done. can you please not be like this? its torture.
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This post is dedicated to TAN JIALING of 3e6, that kiasu woman who loves JADE and DIAMOND combs and cant live a single day without combing her hair at least ONCE in school. LOl her birthday is like in 20 mins time.
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to TAN JIALING,
HAppy birthday to you.
there! its done. i'm so nice right. haha. may god bless you always!
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Something wierd happened today after school. It was like this:
I was walking out of the classroom and the ferroro rocher chocolates were balancing fine on my chem textbook that i was holding. Then, sinyi came out of her class and said "hey sockman". Guess wad. when i looked at her the chocolates DROPPED ON THE FLOOR. Lol. i declare her the chocolate jinx haha.
just had piano lesson it was fun sight singing haha aural was so weird. the notes were too low i coudnt sing them lol. its so much harder compared to grade 7 i think i'm going to fail aural this time round.
i need a new phone seriously. its DEAD. TOTALLY DEAD.lol. going to shift house on the 13th may cant wait haha. i'm sorry huimin, but i dont think 'm going to have a house-warming party lol. me and huixin are going on a "dao" strike she's going to ignore me and vice versa i wonder how long it'll last. i bet she wont be able to take it and she'll break the silence HAHAHA.
heartbroken. i dunno how to express myself you wont believe it, ever. i'm so sorry for today even though you ignored me. i WONT give up.
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had training at hougang in the morning today. woke up and i had a hard time wearing my contact lenses. The right lense dropped and i freaked out. the second time i wear and i lost it. my dad was nice and he dint scold me i was lucky he just asked me to wear another one.
didnt do much for training had light multi and played 2 games and i am so out of form after not training for one whole week. went home and ate rice for lunch. just rice. caused i felt so full i dunno why i couldnt eat. lol. then we went to Le Crescendo again the bubble pool was nice i just walked in it cause it was so shallow. then we went back home and continued packing. there are 34 boxes so far and i'm still counting.
the house is so quiet now holidays are always boring. haha cant wait to go obs on 29 may! finally out of the house and doing something productive instead of staying at home during the holidays and studying. lol.
AND..
Please do not promote colin and kero on my blog, especially QING.
exposure to much gayness by qing is not greatly appreciated haha lol. wanted to play tennis again but too bad it rained so heavily. shall go eat dinner now :)
you make me strong when i am weak. you guide me when i am lost. i need you.
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